Nomad.

Why is it all so hard? I feel like the list of things I'm putting off is consistently growing. It's like they're on a scroll that unfolds, but it never ends. But whenever I listen to music, everything stops. Maybe that's why I've been so mesmerized by music so easily recently. A song allows me to think freely, without the interruptions of that evil "to do" list. I need to listen to pure piano. Or to Hawaiian music. Music gives me the okay to think as I wish.

"Pua Lililehua" by Hui Ohana.

...thoughts....

I miss my brothers. I miss laughing with them in person. It's not the same over the phone. 

LJ gets married in 20 days. I spent over an hour trying to figure out what song I'm dancing (hula) to for him for his wedding. It's gonna be hard to choose...

"E Ku'u Morning Dew" by Keola Beamer.

...I wish you were back home. with me.

...why do I feel so alone, all of a sudden?

hmph. just realized that sounded a little too emo. but whatever. everyone feels it every once in a while, right?

...sorry this is all over the place, folks, but that's exactly where my mind currently resides. all over the place.